Oh, Wednesday
Jan. 16th, 2019 11:35 amThings!
1. Still pretty down in the dumps. I also managed to sprain my bad ankle on Monday directly after my first personal training session at the gym. So. Ow. And flippin' typical. I immediately went to the doctor because I wasn't going to take any chances, but there aren't any breaks and it is feeling better than it was. Just back to being stiff and achy. Argh. I'm really grumpy about it. I'd managed a jog for the first time in 6 months and while I'm not back to square one, I'm definitely set back a little.
2. I miss looking forward to things. I looked forward to talking to him in the evenings. And planning the next time we'd meet up. I know this is temporary and there will be other things to look forward to, but it's hard to find them right now.
3. I have, however, rejigged my narrative. Last week I was saying: 'I'm so sorry that I couldn't be what he wanted.' Now, I'm saying 'I'm sorry that he couldn't be what I wanted.' It's a small change, but it's helping a little.
4. Brooklyn Nine-Nine is an amazing show and is currently seeing me through all this. Any other comedy show recs? I keep eyeing Schitt's Creek, but I'm not sure I want to start at the beginning.
5. I'd really like to do some writing, but have no desire to write about relationships, which is kind of what my current WIPs are based on.
I hope everyone is doing okay! Have a good Wednesday! ♥
1. Still pretty down in the dumps. I also managed to sprain my bad ankle on Monday directly after my first personal training session at the gym. So. Ow. And flippin' typical. I immediately went to the doctor because I wasn't going to take any chances, but there aren't any breaks and it is feeling better than it was. Just back to being stiff and achy. Argh. I'm really grumpy about it. I'd managed a jog for the first time in 6 months and while I'm not back to square one, I'm definitely set back a little.
2. I miss looking forward to things. I looked forward to talking to him in the evenings. And planning the next time we'd meet up. I know this is temporary and there will be other things to look forward to, but it's hard to find them right now.
3. I have, however, rejigged my narrative. Last week I was saying: 'I'm so sorry that I couldn't be what he wanted.' Now, I'm saying 'I'm sorry that he couldn't be what I wanted.' It's a small change, but it's helping a little.
4. Brooklyn Nine-Nine is an amazing show and is currently seeing me through all this. Any other comedy show recs? I keep eyeing Schitt's Creek, but I'm not sure I want to start at the beginning.
5. I'd really like to do some writing, but have no desire to write about relationships, which is kind of what my current WIPs are based on.
I hope everyone is doing okay! Have a good Wednesday! ♥
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Date: 2019-01-16 01:08 pm (UTC)It's a BIG change and I hope it does help. <3
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Date: 2019-01-17 09:45 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2019-01-17 02:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-16 01:55 pm (UTC)Some would recommend the Good Place, but I don't find it that funny. It's mildly amusing but I really fail to get why everyone is so enamoured by it.
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Date: 2019-01-17 09:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-16 07:47 pm (UTC)*hugs again*
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Date: 2019-01-17 09:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-16 08:50 pm (UTC)We're watching The Rockford Files in honor of my childhood crush on James Garner. It's a detective show with car chases and silly plots but it's also funny. Comedy is what he did best.
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Date: 2019-01-17 09:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-17 02:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-16 10:31 pm (UTC)And i approve of the revised narrative; that is much more you-positive. :D
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Date: 2019-01-17 09:47 am (UTC)And so do I. I'm trying to be kind to myself and that's helped.
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Date: 2019-01-17 12:44 pm (UTC)