oh, just enough already

[seren_ccd]

The word for last week was: disillusioned. I could also say it was 'disappointment', but really it was 'disillusioned'. My faith in my job, my boss, my ex-boyfriend, my ex-husband, and my mental health was just shaken and stirred and I'm so very tired.

I've stopped my driving lessons because I just don't care anymore. I could use the money and if I'm moving back to the states in the next 6 months or so, I don't need the license. I never needed it in the first place. It was something that I thought I wanted. And if I hadn't injured myself last summer, I'd probably have it by now. In any case, I've stopped the lessons and will get a refund which can go towards stuff I'd rather spend the money on.

I can't remember feeling this crappy, but I know that I have? And that I've gotten past it and felt good and better and healthy. I think I need to eat more, believe it or not. I've started really exercising and I need more protein.

In good news: I just bought a ticket to go see Reginald D Hunter, who I think is hilarious and he's actually coming to town. I'm going to another swing dancing lesson tonight. And, I think that might be it for the good news at the moment. But it's only Tuesday, things may get better.

I hope everyone is doing okay out there! ♥

Comments

[aj]

*sends hugs* I'm sorry it was just a pile of hard, ick days.

[seren_ccd]

*HUGS* Things will improve. I'm doing all the right stuff. I think I need a few re-charging days of silly telly and comfort food.

[aj]

Yeah, but doing the mental work is no fun and good on you for doing it. Catching up when you've hit a snag is tough.

[seren_ccd]

It's been a rough week. Today wasn't bad, though. Mostly because I made myself go to the gym and walk really, really fast for a long time. And my boss was away all day. And a co-worker brought me chocolate. *HUGS*

[hiddencait]

*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs* I feel that feel for sure. But you'll get there, and six months isn't that long before you are back closer to family!

[seren_ccd]

*HUGS* Ugh. Too much stuff happens all the time. But I will get there. Dare I ask how you are? How is the job going? Do you need reinforcements?

[hiddencait]

Ugh. That's about all I've got with my job. I am really REALLY hoping to be out of here as soon as I make my 6 month requirement. (Or pie in the sky dream even earlier if my old boss can get funding again and do the hoop jumping to get me back prior to the 6 month point tho that means extra paperwork.)

[lullabymoon]

*sends hugs*

February seems to be hitting a lot that way. :( Roll on the comfort food and telly :)

Hope you enjoyed swing dancing!

[seren_ccd]

This winter has just been way too hard, IMHO. Roll on all the Midsomer Murders!

And it was a lot of fun! I'm definitely going back.

[lullabymoon]

Yay! for fun :)