Tremendulent!

The word for last week was: disillusioned. I could also say it was 'disappointment', but really it was 'disillusioned'. My faith in my job, my boss, my ex-boyfriend, my ex-husband, and my mental health was just shaken and stirred and I'm so very tired.

I've stopped my driving lessons because I just don't care anymore. I could use the money and if I'm moving back to the states in the next 6 months or so, I don't need the license. I never needed it in the first place. It was something that I thought I wanted. And if I hadn't injured myself last summer, I'd probably have it by now. In any case, I've stopped the lessons and will get a refund which can go towards stuff I'd rather spend the money on.

I can't remember feeling this crappy, but I know that I have? And that I've gotten past it and felt good and better and healthy. I think I need to eat more, believe it or not. I've started really exercising and I need more protein.

In good news: I just bought a ticket to go see Reginald D Hunter, who I think is hilarious and he's actually coming to town. I'm going to another swing dancing lesson tonight. And, I think that might be it for the good news at the moment. But it's only Tuesday, things may get better.

I hope everyone is doing okay out there! ♥